Whine

So. I decided today is a day that I just need to whine. I am tired... and in pain.. and tired of being tired and in pain. I have had a really rough week + health wise.. Anyone that doesn't know.. *maybe someone I haven't met yet...* I have fibromyalgia/chronic fatigue syndrome. The best way I know to describe what that is, is that it is arthritis in the muscles. It is basically, pain, all the time all over my body.. some places worse than others, some days worse than others... and exhaustion. So tired.. to the point that my eyes hurt.. and my head hurts and my arms feel heavy. Sometimes, there is no staying awake. Doesn't matter how much I want to.. I can't. The flip side of that is, I also have insomnia. So, I will have a day that I can't stay awake.. and then that night, i will be awake all night.. and maybe for a couple nights after. Then, the less sleep I get, the more pain I am in. Right now, today, the last couple days actually... I have been having lots of bad pain. It is mainly in my arms and hands.. .and then hips.. so, moving, doing anythinig is not ok. So.. that means that my house is wreck. Which makes me a mental wreck.
So, this is my gripe today. I am now, behind on housework.. In pain.. and feeling lazy and I am at a total loss to do anything about it. I am trying to seek God through all of this. It is difficult this week.
I am all done griping now. Thanks for listening!!

Facebook

So, I finally went ahead and signed in to facebook. I knew I would love it.. and I do.. :) Hubby had told me I could, I was just fighting it because I knew he wasn't really comfortable with me doing it.. He had said I could.. but.. anyway, I finally did! It is so great to connect with people I haven't talked to in such a long time!! I miss all my peeps so much!! I am super happy to be able to connect so much easier!! And, I love to show off pics of my babies.. and all that!! I will still be on here though! More later!

update

So, I decided I should put a new post up... since it has been a couple weeks. Lets see, Jamie came out to get Kaylee. She left last Wed. Then on Saturday, Rick and LaRee and the kids came out. That was fun. Thats about it. We just don't have alot going on. Ethan is going on a canuing trip on Friday with our home school group. Hubby is going to go with him. That should be fun! The little boys and I are going to go to their last kickball day, and then we get to have an end of the year pizza party. The kids are looking forward to that. Anyway, that is all the news going on here. Hope all is well with everyone!

Trip to the beach

For mothers day, we went to the BEACH!! YAY We left first thing Sunday morning for Port Aransas.. that is near corpus christy... It took about 4ish hours... We had a great time!! First of all... my family gave me a NEW CELL PHONE!!!!!!!!! wooo woooo!! It was the one I wanted and everything! The dare... it is coolness! It is Verizons version of an iphone! SWEET!!
Anyway, the beach... It was a BEAUTIFUL 2 days... Sunday, there were lots of people there.. but we stayed kinda late, so we got some time to ourselves. Then Monday, we had the place all to ourselves!! It was FANTASTIC!! Our friend Kelly took us.. it is her favorite place so that was great! We had an "in"! hehe We got to go on a farey... that was FUN. Anyway, I will put a couple pics on here, and then the rest are going to be on the feed on the side bar from picasa! Enjoy!!






One last pic... to feel sorry for my boy... This is Ez when we woke up this morning.. face so burned, it is swolen!! :S

Happy Birthday to Asher!!!

Asher today opening his presents

This is about 3/4 of the kids here today


Asher the pirate getting his brother

Sweet Asher at 4


Ashers haircut at about 6


Saying his prayers-2

1 year picture

papa and baby share glasses

ni ni baby!-6 months

Happy baby! 9 months

sleepy guys--5 months

Brand new sweetie... 9 years ago today!


It is Ashers 9th birthday today!! We had a fun Pirate party. Lots of friends! We missed our family and friends from Abq.. but it was still fun!! I am going to put up some pics of "then" and then we will do pics from today! :)

Home again!

We are back home from Dallas! God blessed us in a number of ways! Kaylee was able to meet her birth family! Some times were hard.. and some times were good.. I thank God for that family for giving her to me... *sorry I am selfish!!* We had a great time with Shaphan. She and I were able to have lots of good time just us.. I think we both needed that, I know I did!!! Tomorrow is Ashers Birthday! So, we are getting ready to party tomorrow night! I will have pics tuesday! There is a girl at our church that is getting into professional photogrophy and she said she would take pictures! YAY! More to come!!